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    July 22

    老公为我保存了曾经写过的一段话




    2006 11月 
    北京妈妈家


    蒲黄榆 67623980 我的少年。
    我是个心重的人,存活的最大意义是一些称之为感情的东西。
    当生活像波浪一波压一波永不停息滚滚而来,我不得不重新审视它的意义。
    比如,蒲黄榆的老房子。奶奶曾经的家,我高中的居所。
    我以为,这样一栋老屋,会为我们一家人的感情一直留存,
    而生活需要放弃它换取生存,它就没了。
    消失的时候是痛,现在只记得当时有过感情的波澜,如何感受,却无从忆起。
    有过多少次感情经历,来时的喜悦与退去时凌迟般的疼痛,都化作一个公式。
    猪阁,是我成长路程上不可分割的一部分,代表我的青春。
    我已经懂了,它也是会离去的,但是我会为她努力到缘尽的最后一秒。
    今天和冷一谈论电话的问题,他迁了新的号码过来,旧的就可以废掉了。
    84517394,我的青春代码。
    其实一切生命都没有永存,都会消亡,只是大多数都没有寿终正寝的命运。



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    July 21 09

    最早改变我重感情的事件其实是很幼年的时期
    小孩子和大人比情感单纯而深厚
    小学对班主任有种很特别的依赖
    尤其老师们对你爱护有加的时候
    换班主任是件很痛苦的事
    而我小学最后3年里连续换了3个班主任
    只记得每一次都很伤心
    都很抵触新老师
    熟络信任之后总要经历再一次失去
    建立情感就变得越来越没有意义了

    所以~~
    对于重感情的小孩来说,
    感情越淡漠人生越无敌!

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    远 沈wrote:
    现在读你得文字才发现,原来我们得成长好像啊!现在才发现你是多么可爱、心细、让人爱怜的小家伙。可能离开才能看清的东西现在慢慢浮现。对于过去,如果我当初留下了什么不快给你,忘记它好吗?愿你再美国顺利完成学业,开开心心地和你心爱地他生活在一起:)
    July 27

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